Out I all the nights and everything that could have possibly happened, I got ski on prom night. Not just sniffles sick, like "I'm about to throw up if you come near me" sick. I paid $75 for a ticket, $80 for a limo (which I only got to take on the way there since my parents had to come pick me up early), $40 for hair, $175 for my dress, $35 for shoes, $71 on flowers, and $12 for a clutch just to get sick from the food and sit in a closet for the rest of the time. Seeing everyone saying how prom was the best one yet, best night ever, etc, it makes me so fucking depressed because I was stuck there sick to my stomach with nothing I could do except drink 7-Up (which did not help) or force myself to throw up (which there was mo way in hell I could do since I have a phobia of throwing up). But worst of all, I feel like the worst prom date ever because the guy I went with stayed in the coat check room with me basically all night, but it was being around lots of people that was making me feel sick so I wanted him to leave me and go have a good time out there without me. It was such a beautiful venue and it was wasted just sitting there being all sickly and shit. Plus, I missed out on all the after prom fun and going to the beach today. 

I just feel incredibly fucking depressed right now.